You wanna win without trying
I know too well when you're lying
And you don't know you're dying
I wasn't with you now I won't leave you here
Started drinking only 'cause of you
You fucked us up baby you know it's true
I know you're lying
'Cause you don't know but I am dying too
Like a star you're hanging on the night sky
And the plan is for me to go as high
At the start I thought this was a goodbye
Thought we ran out of time, didn't know I could fly
There's a weight on my chest dragging me
Like a rock to the bottom of a sea
There's no air, feel like I can't breath
And the silence is drowning me
If I need you
Will I get you today?
Or will me and you just fade into memory?
If I'm bleeding
Will that drive you away?
Girl your silence speaks so loud it's killing me
I'm wrapped around your finger acting just fine
Whereas we both know you're not alright
We're getting closer to end I feel it coming now
Your life's a lie just open your eyes we are falling down
This life is draining me
There's no stopping it, there's no freedom to see
You're just controlling me
I need to break this chain
If I need you
Will I get you today?
Or will me and you just fade into memory?
If I'm bleeding
Will that drive you away?
Girl your silence speaks so loud it's killing me
My house is haunted cause you're not in it
Wish I could wake up and be restarted
Drown your sins these scars are giving me grief
All I wanted was for you to see the real me
You're the person that you refuse to believe
I'll stand my ground then I'll bury you alive bitch
I'll stand my ground
I said I'll bury you alive bitch
You can't control me
If I need you
Will I get you today?
You wanna win without trying
I know too well when you're lying
And you don't know you're dying
I wasn't with you now I won't leave you here
Started drinking only 'cause of you
You fucked us up baby you know it's true
I know you're lying
'Cause you don't know but I am dying too
If I need you
Will I get you today?
Or will me and you just fade into memory?
If I'm bleeding
Will that drive you away?
Girl your silence speaks so loud it's killing me
My house is haunted cause you're not in it
Wish I could wake up and be restarted