Tshh, like, this life shit crazy (Shout out to Shaun2Krazy)
You know, life dangerous, it's like
You survive all that shit, survive the hood
Just to make it out with a bigger target on your back, like
Everywhere you go
I'm twenty-three years old
And it's like, it's rare to make it at my age
Lotta niggas ain't even make it here, ain't shit, like
You gotta play it safe, watch your back at all times
Watch where you go, watch what you say
Watch who you say it to and when you say it to 'em
Lotta real niggas ain't make it home
Long live them niggas, free them niggas
I don't know
Uh, look, look
It's 4 a.m. and I ain't get no sleep yet, uh (Get no sleep)
Can't catch no Z's
Thinkin' 'bout bustdowns and jеts (Can't catch no Z's, no)
Where I'm from, remеmber times
I used hustle out the 'jects (Out the streets)
Weighed a hundred and 40 pounds
And was the muscle 'round my set you could say
But half the niggas I used to thug with
Is dead and gone (Is dead and gone)
And half the bitches I fell in love with
Done did me wrong (Done did me wrong)
Like half the hoes I put my trust in
Done played some dumb tricks (Dumb tricks)
Don't trust these hoes, that's what I stuck with
Since Tommy Gunz went (Gunz went)
Some niggas changed up for them hundreds
I shared my lunch with (My lunch with)
I guess that's really what this come with
Tryna become rich (Become rich)
But anyways, on to better things
They've been on the road doin' shows (No, uh, uh, uh)
But if you care and wonder where I've been, then I've just been alone
Lord knows I've been alone (Knows I've been alone)
It's like I feel the best on my own
Lord knows I'm on my own (Lord knows I'm on my motherfucking own)
DND - my blinds closed
Know I got my blinds closed
(Know I got my blinds motherfucking closed)
Don't want no friends or no foes
Man, just leave me alone (Man, just leave me alone)
Uh, look
They said I'm dead wrong, my dead mans
Don't got no headstone (Don't got no headstone)
Like, how it feel to be the one that everyone depend on? (Depend on)
To be the one they put that stress on
Could make you less strong (Less strong)
Claimin' they love you, then they dead gone
Soon as the check drawn (Check drawn)
But, oh well, I guess it's fine when they get what they wanted (Oh no)
Same people claim they behind you-
Be the niggas that fronted (That's wrong)
Ol' hundreds, I risked my life
To go and chase me some money (Oh, hundreds)
So many niggas servin' life that went away before twenty (Oh, oh)
Too many niggas lost they life
That's 'posed be right next to me (Right to me)
I keep my pipe, won't let 'em get the best of me (My head on)
And 'cause they killin' talent daily
My location can't be known, oh no (No, uh, uh, uh)
If you care and wonder where I've been, then I've just been alone
Lord knows I've been alone (Knows I've been alone)
It's like I feel the best on my own
Lord knows I'm on my own (Lord knows I'm on my motherfucking own)
DND - my blinds closed
Know I got my blinds closed
(Know I got my blinds motherfucking closed)
Don't want no friends or no foes
Man, just leave me alone (Man, just leave me alone)