What's the use of even being in love
When either one of us could fuck it up
At any time
That we feel like it
Wouldn't it be easier
Easier to give it up
Than to wanna die
Over a lie
But I will admit
Most nights I feel like shit
And sometimes I really wish
For something intimate
It's not like I'm dead inside
It's just that I tend to hide
The way that I really feel
I got scars that may never heal
They never will
But
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
No I don't wanna be lonely anymore
Said
I don't no
I don't say
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
Said I don't wanna be lonely anymore
Said
I don't
But I'm terrified
Of losing myself to someone again
And it's never forever so it's bound to end
And heartbreak's just around the bend
But then on the other hand
I can't stand this loneliness
Anymore
Anymore
Please forgive me if I seem withdrawn
I've still got some issues unresolved
I don't want no drama not at all
Not at all
Let's not get involved
'Cause I've still got some trauma from before
Love is a battlefield
I'm losing the war
Chinks in my armor
I'm feeling vulnerable
But I will admit
Most nights I feel like shit
And sometimes I really wish
For something intimate
It's not like I'm dead inside
It's just that I tend to hide
The way that I really feel
I've got scars that may never heal
No they never will
No they never will
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
No I don't wanna be lonely anymore
Said
I don't no
I don't say
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
Said I don't wanna be lonely anymore
(No I don't want to)
Said
I don't
But I'm terrified
Of losing myself to someone again
And it's never forever so it's bound to end
And heartbreak's just around the bend
But then on the other hand
I can't stand this loneliness
Anymore
I don't want wanna be lonely anymore no
I just can't carry on like
It's okay
When that's not the case
I can't take
Not having anyone I could talk to
Have a one-on-one
Build a connection
Just wanna feel something
'Cause I'm so sick and tired of always feeling numb