I hope this is not my final day I hope this is not where I will stay My joy has been taken I'm living life alone With no one else to talk to I'm scared of the unknown My concience is blistering they fill me with my guilt I question all they tell me as I cough beneath this quilt I worry about the future as the sand drips away I wake and start to wonder if I'll see another day My body is burning, I can't bring it down Dirty rags and blankets caress my fevered brow I could be wrong I could be right We'll never know Until that night I live my whole life in your grace I believed it's your love I craved I wait forsaken for your embrace I'm all alone here, this final resting place What do I suffer for? Why do I care? Why do I look and see only despair? The footsteps are coming like thunder in my ears The looks I've been given create dark atmospheres I try to understand their meaning of life I try to be brave with the words they recite The black corner shadow it looms over me Taking my hand and he says I'll be free Silence surrounds me I drift off to sleep I lay my body down and pray my soul to keep My heart aches My body wastes To nothingness I say goodbye I live my whole life in your grace I believed it's your love I craved I wait forsaken for your embrace I'm alone here, my final resting place My wounds will weep My soul asleep The darkest night My soul alight Came too late I'm left to wait The Earth will shake So soon it breaks Fire and Lies My Mother's Eyes Ten Thousand Tears Two Hundred Years