Night sweats Shortness of breath Analyse memories that died a death Can't remember names or faces Of the people that surround me then But I recall the sensation of it all The first sip, first kiss, all the lies Trying to hypnotise myself Into something I could be ok with No one asking are you ok Are you feeling fine Why don't you close your eyes When we lay together Are you alright Is this ok Why do I feel so guilty When I've done nothing wrong Yeah I feel so guilty A shell of myself I become Why do I feel so guilty When I've done nothing wrong Yeah I feel so guilty A shell of myself I become Identity to fake A risk that I take Does that make me a spy If they believe it, then I'll believe it Convinced I'll be alright Try someone new on every night Somewhere in between fight or flight Cloaking up to be invisible Yet I feel so exposed No one asking are you ok Are you feeling fine Why don't you close your eyes When we lay together Are you alright Is this ok (Don't wanna think about it But I gotta ask) Why do I feel so guilty When I've done nothing wrong Yeah I feel so guilty A shell of myself I become Why do I feel so guilty When I've done nothing wrong Yeah I feel so guilty A shell of myself I become