There was a man in my dream saying "listen; You are a child of a wandering kind and You need to follow the stars for your reasons, don't ask why" And now I swallow my tears as he whisper Holding on learning to be strong I'm reading bibles and poets of wisdom, asking why Now I hold my breath When they say I'm blessed Hold me tight tonight I confess This is all a test How long can I survive? I'm dropping wax in the mid of my palms now Open up, feel the wound, pour the salt And I am slow-walking after my call He's calling me I spend my days making up for the passed one Holding on to my life best I can Come throw me into the eye of the storm Just come give me some more Who am I? I'm wearing guns on the back of my feet now Learning sounds pressing hard to the ground I'm waking up with an ache and a fever I'm alive And as I'm making my way by the river Making friends with the homeless men And I'm learning life from a lifeless believer I'm alive And I hold my breath When they say I'm blessed Hold me tight tonight I confess This is all a test How long can I survive? I'm dropping wax in the mid of my palms now Open up, feel the wound, pour the salt And I am slow-walking after my call He's calling me I spend my days making up for the passed one Holding on to my life best I can Come throw me into the eye of the storm Just come give me some more Who am I? Can't they see I'm all alone This road is now my home I went to find some piece of mind What's living meant to be? I'm researching for myself I'm my own heaven and hell And will I find some piece of mind Within this shell? I'm dropping wax in the mid of my palms now Open up, feel the wound, pour the salt And I am slow-walking after my call He's calling me I spend my days making up for the passed one Holding on to my life best I can Come throw me into the eye of the storm Just come give me some more Who am I?