Pulling one way and bump into each other Call it a day, fall into another's bed And I'm crawling back too soon And I guess I've been oversharing Yet again, pay for validation 'Cause it leaves my life too soon We look just like we should Dancing through ashes, balancing story books Up while we abrupt from the inside onto you The rain is stability But I'm into inconsistent kinds of things The first one to leave the burning passion I want you to hate me It only feels good when Your knuckles are breaking my skin If it hurts you're doing it right I only feel something When you're the first one to swing It's only real if you leave a love bite Knocking on your window Comical scandal Glass in your teeth Broke your doors handle I laugh when you build more walls 'Cause I'm a bitch pointing my finger You're picking up bricks The fear makes it better Cemented my own downfall I look just like I should Choking on ashes, burning story books Run the bits overdone Now my guts are all on you The rain is pouring on me Making me crave the inconsistency The first one to leave the dying passion Do you fucking hate me? It only feels good when Your knuckles are breaking my skin If it hurts, you're doing it right I only feel something When you're the first one to swing It's only real if you leave a love bite It only felt good when You frequent a deadly sin Only hell is a place that's ours I only feel nothing Just my lungs crushing Was it worth it to build these scars?