I remember days Wanting to leave wanting to run away I remember those years Wanting to know where's the stem of fear Cherry pits mother Mary says Hold on tight boy it'll all make sense I remember months Wanting to cry or to hold someone I remember weeks Wanting to die while I was in my sheets Ice cold winds I was pitted against Myself My heart My head I'm an average guy Nothing to look at not too many reasons to cry I'm a normal dude Feeling week like I'm overdue Feelings overturned Regrets Look past Like how'd I keep my laugh? Each hit made me crack Each scream stifled any reason to care bout tact