I don't want to go home, but I don't want to be here with you right now And I don't want to cry, but I don't think you'll forgive me if I'm dry And every other night, we'll both linger in the light We'll find a dodgy place in town to pass the time until we're alright In the night you strip down, and you enter my room without a sound I pretend I'm asleep, so you kiss me on the cheek and leave me be In the morning you'll lie... Tell me you slept just fine But I could hear you in the bathroom screaming your lungs out asking God why him I don't want to die, but I've yet to feel alive So I'll just lay here and cry alone, cause your house is the only place I feel at home I don't want to die, but I've yet to feel alive So I'll just lay here and cry alone, cause your house is the only place I feel at home I don't want to die, but I've yet to feel alive So I'll just lay here and cry alone, cause your house is the only place I feel at home I don't want to die, but I've yet to feel alive So I'll just lay here and cry alone, cause your house is the only place I feel at home I don't want to die, but I've yet to feel alive So I'll just lay here and cry alone, cause your house is the only place I feel at home I don't want to die, but I've yet to feel alive So I'll just lay here and cry alone, cause your house is the only place I feel at home