You know me Better than you know yourself sometimes And you tell me I need help I need someone to listen And every last second you spend without me But killing your presence just to create peace And I've had it I'll see you in the city I can't rest until we meet Gathering up all my memory (Collecting mindsets before I leave) (Gathering mindsets to turn into weaves) I'm too scared to remain alive But I'm too weak to pursue a fight (Collecting mindsets before we grow) (Gathering mindsets from great unknown) I think my brain is turning off But I still miss when we talked alot (Collecting mindsets before I leave) (Gathering mindsets to turn into weaves) And I cant rest before we talk this out right It's been too long since I've held your words tight (Collecting mindsets before we grow) (Gathering mindsets from great unknown) (Collecting mindsets before I leave) (Gathering mindsets to turn into weaves) I'm walking down a bike bath To see a friend I've led astray Whether good or bad or right or wrong Or whatever they all say Cigarette smoke becomes visible from Flashing cars afar My mind pretends I can smell it Even though it's a block away I memorize the patterns of words you always say Playing devil's advocate to humble me 'Cause I'm always led astray You're the only one that had ever heard of me, When I silently called for help I wonder if it's definitive to say I'll never get you back All those times we laced through pine On our bedroom floors We were talking cross country it was easy to ignore I loved you I still love you And I always have to change