The tide is rougher than a raging bull But I kept looking for a marigold What else to see? There's nothing meaningful 'Cause I lost everything when I was told "You want to go! You want to go, oh-oh! You want to go! You want to go, oh-oh!" ♪ Beneath the gravity there's only me Trying to outrun what was meant to be And there you stay still, standing silently As words kept crushing me relentlessly I told you so! I told you so, oh-oh-oh! I told you so! I told you so, oh-oh-oh! And I longed to be abandoned By the misery wrapping me for eternity And I long for you to sanction My existence, but I know you'll never let it happen ♪ It's up to me now to find the lore (find the lore) Pushed to the edge by your sadistic core (sadistic core) Swam 'cross the Ocean, washed up by the shore Yet, you would never come and tell me more Of what I need! To hear for me, eh-eh! To finally see! To finally see, eh-eh! When you wronged me and abandoned Me in agony choking me for eternity I still long for you to sanction My existence, but I know you'll never let it happen ('Cause I-) 'cause I want to go (When you-) when you told me, "No" (To what-) to what I would need (To final-) to finally see (So you-) so you made me go (When I-) when I told you so (Of what-) of what I would need (To final-) to finally breathe! And I longed to be abandoned By the misery wrapping me for eternity And I long for you to sanction My existence, but I know you'll never let it happen When you wronged me and abandoned Me in agony choking me for eternity I still long for you to sanction My existence, but I know you'll never let it happen