I'm never writing down my thoughts I hope you hear the message I told you leave But miss you bad I guess that's my confession I told you leave But miss you bad I guess that's my confession I'm never writing down my thoughts I hope you hear the message I told you leave but miss you bad I guess that's my confession I play with fire and I get burnt I never learn my lesson I almost lost who I became It Had me second guessing Yeah And when it all falls down through the drain Gotta' keep a poker face Know your work won't go in vain And when it all comes down Who goin' bang Who goin' really keep u sane When you swervin' out that lane Go Go I fill my pockets with them bodies But I'm feelin' empty I got my nina riding shawty Know she goin' protect me I cherish all the time we had I take for a lesson You know I'm hoping that you growin' Watching my progression I'm steady loaded But I'm focused on the win Keep my friends closer then I do with my own kin Know your love is like a drug And I can't wait to take a hit Taking life for what it is I'm Tryna make the best of it I got some pressure from my family Like I'm supposed to make them rich I can't confide in no one around me Because I feel I'm judged again I took a break from all the music Man, you know how this shit gets People seeing I'm not postin' Thanking God they checkin' in I won't stop again You know how we goin Speaking on the kid But they goin really have to show me I can't fuck that bitch no more Her shit was smelling moldy Smiling faces round me Man, I gotta watch them closely I got them watching closely I'm never writing down my thoughts I hope you hear the message I told you leave but miss you bad I guess that's my confession I play with fire and I get burnt I never learn my lesson I almost lost who I became It Had me second guessing Yeah And when it all falls down through the drain Gotta' keep a poker face Know your work won't go in vain And when it all comes down Who goin' bang Who goin' really keep you sane When you swervin' out that lane My best foot forward I've been tryna' score on every play Gotta take a risk Bet on yourself and bet on every wage He play with us His head get cut Them boys goin' demonstrate I bless the mic with all these words I help you meditate My brother we done ran it up Just like we said we would Wish you could see it We done passed them niggas They said we couldn't This a new chapter to my life I gotta make it count I put myself inside the songs cause I'm never writing down my thoughts I hope you hear the message I told you leave but miss you bad I guess that's my confession I play with fire and I get burnt I never learn my lesson I almost lost who I became It Had me second guessing Yeah And when it all fall down through the drain Gotta' keep a poker face Know your work won't go in vain And when it all comes down Who goin' bang Who goin' really keep you sane When you swervin' out that lane