Into the earth/
And I dig my grave/
I don't trust my love/but it's through faith that I've found mirth/
But My faith is fading/as desire dies/
Tell me how do I believe when I allow the need for justification to thrive/
Accepting a truth is easy/
But To challenge it would appease me/
I'm begging you from my knees God/
Please God/relieve me/
Relieve me of my doubt/
Relieve me of my constant need to see to believe because lately it's been leaving me with hardly anything to pursue that I feel holds value/
But I just want to know you/
My inability to accept these banalities haunts me/
If the devil is real then he's forming an army/he's drafting our young/and he wants me/
But if my God gave me his commandments/
I fear that I've taken his love and that I've damned it/
Why create us with the
Ability to question if all of the answers lie in you/
We put knowledge on a pedestal when we should rely on you/
Your children are in desperate need of compassion/father/please have mercy on the blind/
Your love is nourishing/even in the smallest of rations/teach us to act out of love rather than overthink with our minds/
It's too frequent that I find myself the delinquent/
I'm just searching for the answers I never meant to offend/
I'm not saying I don't believe/
I'm just trying to find the means/but as of now/
I'm on the fence/
What if we knew the truth/
What if God showed his face to everything that he gave life to/and we weren't so confused/
Until that day/
I'm afraid that I'll struggle with faith/
And I'll continue to pray and cry out your name/
Father/
Father/
Relieve me