Defeat me, Release me 'Cause lately I'm crawling out of my skin I hate me, I love me Just another hole to dig in And every time I told myself "It's time to begin" I guess there's no other way I have to learn some discipline I'm putting my life Together back again Done wasting my nights and days Waiting for a change I can't live without a goal To keep me straight I've dug a hole through the earth But now, where is my escape? I am fighting Denying myself some fucking peace of mind These shortcuts They take me all the way back to the start Can I just live without these cheats Only for a while? I know they're not really what makes me smile I'm putting my life Together back again Done wasting my nights and days Waiting for a change I can't live without a goal To keep me straight I've dug a hole through the earth But now, where is my escape?