Take me down Into the depths I've sworn myself to never see I've gotten used to second guessing being part of me Taking my time before Faking the image of a Person that's got everything under control But there's a feeling deep inside of me I'm not the man that I once claimed to be But how did I end up in here A burnt out mess at the end of a year At the end of a year I didn't listen to myself and everyone around me Trying to adhere to what influenced me profoundly Casting out the hated deadweights That are residing inside of me Staring into my soul I never thought I would feel so cold Hating just what I see I never thought I would want to be Isolated from what makes me Hold on through misery Time I wasted without facing It might not set me free Holding on to words Clinging on to thoughts Trusting vows once made Love or hate I can't differentiate I can't differentiate Love or hate