Yeah I want to be true But I even fail to try Being occupied to prove it I forgot the reason why Where is come my trouble head Thoughts I could not tame I hope someday I'll find the courage To stick to who I am Oh I'm scared of losing loves one Just by saying wrong things Although I know that this would never happens The feelings stays the same I wish I could shout at all my worries The so called manners tonight Instead of all the fighting I should embrace my human side Just by knowing I won't feel it I guest I should turn on my heart Accepted the fact and stop swimming And get them what they want But I refused I am not done yet My spirit ... I wont get anxious because it seems to be written somewhere No I won't just play along