I can't figure myself out, every time I try I could never find a way back into my life Everything is dark and I can't see the light Sleeping through the night without putting up a fight Feeling sorry for myself, but I don't even try To make it go away, I don't wanna be fine I just wanna be alone, but I want a good time I just wanna be at home, everybody out of sight I stay away To sleep all day Yeah, I lost my head But I'm ok Yeah, I hate my brain I feel insane Yeah, I hate to say But I'm not ok I could tell you what I want, but I don't really know I made a couple dozen hits, now I got nothing to show They opened up the gates, but I got nowhere to go I need to get my shit together, but I'm moving too slow Feeling sorry for myself, but I don't even try To make it go away, I don't wanna be fine I just wanna be alone, but I want a good time I just wanna be at home, everybody out of sight I stay away To sleep all day Yeah, I lost my head But I'm ok Yeah, I hate my brain I feel insane Yeah, I hate to say But I'm not ok (I stay away) (To sleep all day) (Yeah, I lost my head) (But I'm ok) (Yeah, I hate, hate, hate) (I feel insane) (Yeah, I hate to say) (But I'm not ok)