Am I crazy? Have I lost my mind Am I mentally unstable or am I just fine It's all perspective, but my promise to the world is this Once my reign is over, none of you useless peasants will be missed I have found that my superiority has made me not so much a person but a bloodthirsty fiend Every thought, every movement, every breath Your life is in my hands and my hands will bring you death I'm not a killer. I'm not a fucking killer What the Hell is going on This constant struggle with the thoughts inside my head make me wish I was dead God, I wish I was dead I can't do it anymore. I can't feel this way I've never admitted it, but I'm not okay These voices induce an internal riot I'm going mad inside my head Right now I should be dying Save me now Please save me I won't keep living this way They've tied me up They've tied me up and left me to die I am alone and I am monophobic Locked away with no light to guide, it's dark I'm terrified I can't shake this feeling of anxiety Is this the side effect of being my own deity My fear has slowly turned into hate which I will use to fuel my imminent rage Although they think they can torture me in this Hell They'll soon find out that I know the devil all too well Everyone here will die now No one could ever stop me except for myself But why would I want to I'm fucking losing my mind as days go by No light - I might as well be blind I can see nothing I feel nothing with no sense of time My body shakes as they keep me awake just to take my life I've cried out for help No one can even hear me Maybe they're just not listening Or could it be that they've fucking forgotten After what you've done to me, you better hope I never see your face again I will tear you apart Just like I've fantasized about from the very fucking start You cannot fathom what it's like in this room To be fully secluded from the world you once knew Don't save me Don't save me I love living this way They've tied me up and brought me to life I am alone because I'm anthrophobic Locked away with no windows, it's so dark I was born into darkness and now I know it Don't save me Don't save me I love living this way They've tied me up and brought me to life I am alone because I'm anthrophobic Locked away with no windows, it's so dark I was born into darkness and now I know it