No one was there
So my demons began to consume me
Now they're everywhere
But I'm fighting so they won't define me
I'm starting to realize this is one I can't win
Do you know what it feels like
It's like burning alive in your own skin
You can't count on anyone for anything
Only to be let down, and it's killing me
It's killing me
I've tried so hard, too hard, to be decent person
But that's getting tougher by the second
Why should I give, never to get
Just take advantage of me
Take advantage of me
My mind is fractured
I'm not whole anymore
I'm fucking broken, imperfect, of this, I'm sure
Too many issues to ever resolve them all
Everyone around me just continues to watch me fall
I'll never be able to catch myself
Just continuing to call out. No one will help
Are you all blind? Oblivious to my suffering
Maybe you'll finally see me as I'm hanging from the ceiling
Neck snapped, body twitching. What site to see
It should've been you, but it was me
Leave me fucking be. No, I'm not the same. Mentally insane. Give me endless peace
Give me endless peace
Don't let them find me. Put my mind at ease. You owe me this, at least. I need to be free
I need to be free
Leave me fucking be
Why is it so damn difficult
No, I'm not the same
You've allowed yourself to see me day in and day out, always searching for a way out
Put my mind at ease
Why won't you do it? Why can't you do it? Fucking do it
I need to be free
No more obligation from anyone to tolerate my presence
Let me go
Damn. I've reached the darkest place I could ever imagine
I've seen dark before, but this shit is far too much to even fathom
Trying to stay afloat, but bound weight tied to my legs
You can only fight for air for so long until the water fills your lungs
Resentment fills my heart. My eyes only see red
I think it's time I listened to the voices in my fucking head
The only salvation you'll ever see is the rope anchoring your throat to the ceiling
The only salvation I'll ever see is the rope anchoring my throat to the ceiling