The only thing you've meant that you said in The last nine god damn months Was when you told them you needed space from them And then you let go all at once Evaporating, you turn your head Forgetting all those pretty words they said Memories antagonize Red flags hidden under sheets of lies They loved when you could just be yourselves But now you're running away from the past They don't sell comfortable shoes down in Hell You always wondered how long could this last The coffee cups are so stained and brown Charleston's a fucking ghost town They won't forget your voice They love its sound White Nikes with the blood stains What a mess, I hate my skin I keep on having the same nightmare Where I rip it open again White Nikes with the blood stains You're a mess, you'll never win I always find a silly reason I should tear it to shreds again White Nikes with the blood stains All I think about is them And finding spotted sheets of toilet paper In your bathroom trash can again White Nikes with the blood stains When I ask you where you've been You say, "A lot of fucked up places" And, "I'll never love again" White Nikes with the blood stains I don't know how to not think you hate me when You cut me off for the millionth time Then you disappear again White Nikes with the blood stains Sinking ship and I can't swim I wouldn't wanna weigh down your only life raft And make you hate yourself again At least We're going fucking nuts in solidarity At least We're going fucking nuts in solidarity