Can't lick your fingers cause one hand's on the sawed-off Smoke and tequila on your breath and then you scoff "There's nowhere you can go cause nobody ever wants you" Kinda hurts but it makes a lot of sense too "I could fuckin' die and nobody'd ever notice" You play the martyr and you already know this Just malingering psychosomatic Symptoms in the end it wasn't that climactic Fear, obligation, guilt and your terror When it comes to the worst news, you're usually the bearer Blackmail the earth with your hands behind your back It's effortless, your powertrip-esque payback The future isn't real and the past just repeats But I like this right now in your passenger seat It's not very fun living your life With that underlying fear that you're just gonna die Trade oxygen for nicotine so the car can drive Until the sun comes up to execute this night A whole lot of running got me right here A year away from the beach and it's still unclear When i'll finally stop waking up At three in the morning, covered in blood Not considering for a second that it's someone else's nightmare we're all inside of Feels like shattering your Shins on the walk back home Getting tied to train tracks Wrong place, worst time, but there's no where else to go