Long time ago, I 've been crawling in mud I 've been screaming, did you hear it While your felt sure in your dreamhouse world I was bleeding, did you see me Even the worse couldn't hurt us at all You were preaching, or just dreaming Behind closed doors nothing matters or costs I was knocking, did you lock me But I can see myself turning into a grey cloud Above your home, above your soul And all your words are drained, praying for my pain Now I' ll drag your hope I' ll drag your soul Feeling so small, a big fish in a bowl I was drifting, did you drown me While you felt pure like old sheets in a drawer I was burning, did you see me Feeding the curse, I just wish you all hell Now I 'm leaving, or just breathing Behind the cross two black wings I have grown I 'm escaping, or just faking