Turning in circles I wasn't able to find my footing I would hear you drive up And I would pray you were showing your good side If I learned anything from that It was never to put me aside Disappointed every time I imagined the truth where you lied So blind then I thought that you'd change Shot me down at close range Left my optimism clearly stained So blind then Thought we'd be ok Thought you'd left your old ways But you were never gonna change ♪ Winter in L.A. We began to come apart at the seems Spent all those nights fighting Spent all that time passing the blame around If I learned anything from that It's that now I know exactly what I don't want I was destroyed every time I lost what I finally caught So blind then I thought that you'd change Shot me down at close range Left my optimism clearly stained So blind then Thought we'd be ok Thought you'd left your old ways But you were never gonna change There was no way to conjure up a fantasy You and me smiling hand in hand along the beach We were never headed anywhere near crystal seas You were never coming back to me So you began to distance You began to close the door I was never going to come back to you anymore That was where it ended I can see the solid line Drawn for a final time So blind then I thought that you'd change Shot me down at close range Left my optimism clearly stained So blind then Thought we'd be ok Thought you'd left your old ways But you were never gonna change So blind then (there was no way to) I thought that you'd change (conjure up a fantasy, you and me smiling) Shot me down at close range (hand in hand along the beach, we were never headed) Left my optimism clearly stained (anywhere near crystal seas, you were never coming back to me) So blind then (So you began to distance) Thought we'd be ok (you began to close the door, I was never going) Thought you'd left your old ways (to come back to you anymore, that was where it ended) But you were never gonna change (I can see the solid line drawn for a final time) You were never gonna change You were never gonna change