12 years old, I suddenly felt the world look at me My bones, every inch of my body, size ten Size three, no size made me happy 17, same thing Just wishing I was anyone but me ♪ 19, I'm still waiting for the day I don't hate myself for what I ate Numbers change but I look the same They say, one day You'll grow old and it'll go away I thought all of this ended in high school I thought I wouldn't feel the way I do Everyday I wish that I could be someone new I've never looked in the mirror and saw what I wanted to ♪ (I thought) ♪ If It's impossible to be What I want myself to be How will I ever be happy? How will I ever love me? I thought all of this ended in high school But I was wrong 'cause I feel The way I did and the way I do Every day I wish that I could be someone new I've never looked in the mirror and saw what I wanted to ♪ (I thought)