Oh, how I adore you It makes me feel so blind What if it's all over? I guess I will be fine But I just might give in To my own dangerous thoughts That tantalize, I fantasize the chance Of allowing love No inner peace Inside of me I give all that up Its never safe Its just a treat To sooth the insecurities Stuck in this confliction Its the war of my own mind What provides me peace Leaves me more dissatisfied They assembled me so broken Like yarn unorganized They left me there Made nothing clear No ones ever on my side My thoughts when I am falling Start bright then catch on fire Im just not meant to feel at peace With someone I to i