I don't have words, but a million thoughts and I don't know how to exchange them. I guess that's where I went wrong. I wish I could go back to the days when it used to make sense. But God, that's not gonna happen. I've got to take one day at a time. You speak to me, I know. But I keep saying no. I'm old, and I'm tired, and I don't know if I can make it much longer. She was taken from me for a reason, but I don't know why. I'm so sick of everybody telling me that it's all okay everyday. "You gotta pick yourself back up and get on with your life." You speak to me, I know. But I keep saying no. She was the love of my life. We grew old together. But you left her, knowing that I'll never see her on the other side. Falling for a second there, but I caught you. Falling for a second there. You speak to me, I know. Falling for a second there. But I keep saying no. I'm saying no.