All this time all I needed was proof From the ones that I love All this time I was seeking the truth Without any results You never loved me not even once I hate you so much When it all came to end you left me by the way How many reasons do you need We still struggle this way So far away far away How many times do I have to die For you to wake up Open up your eyes and see I'm starting to break I count the seconds the minutes too Eyes wide open Finally it's all so clear and I see the truth There was a reason You never loved me not even once I hate you so much Everyone can be a mom But I ain't your son How many reasons do you need We still struggle this way So far away far away How many times do I have to die For you to wake up Open up your eyes and see I'm starting to break I'm starting to break You never cared about that life you created A punishment for a man that you hated You never stood for the things that you've done The hate that you felt made you reject your son You didn't care about the way that he felt His whole world starting to melt All this time not for once did you care about your son It's about you all the time Dear mom There is no reason left to stay We lost it by the way far away far away And all this time you watched me die But still you're not awake I was your son but now I've walked away I walked away