Did I push you to the limit? Did I go too hard, did I throw a rock at your car? It's always fun when you're lost in it Trying to hold on to a fish in the eye of a storm I woke up in the whip I drove Thinking that you'd call, I really thought that you'd call me Shaky face and fully clothed Can we restart, I'd really like to restart And baby, I'm trying But matters and decency, never came easily And maybe I'm lying To my eyes and ears and lips and feet - to all of my anxieties We'll figure out a way, to buy a brand-new brain for me And baby, I'm trying now I'm trying It's awkward in the living room Got your makeup on, you never used to wear makeup There's little to nothing I can do Are we so far gone – we're becoming a break-up song I woke up in the whip I drove Thinking that you'd call, I really thought that you'd call me Shaky face and fully clothed Can we restart, I'd really like to restart And baby, I'm trying But matters and decency, never came easily And lately, I have been lying To my eyes and ears and lips and feet - to all of my anxieties We'll figure out a way to buy a brand-new brain for me And baby, I'm trying now I'm trying ♪ I'm trying, I'm trying now I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying now I'm trying