Aye you wanna know sum crazy
I was on the phone with my nigga
And he was just tellin me man like
You know what I'm sayin
You reaching new levels you doing your thing
But you gotta go harder
I need that hunger
I need to hear that pain
I need to hear that shit that you started with
Know what I'm saying from the bottom
From the jump that shit that got you here
Don't forget about that, Look, YSN
Cant thank my pops for much
I think the reason he neglected me cuz he had too much bottled up
I check my text from nelly and he told me that I lost my touch
That's the only typa shit that's gon turn me up
At this moment feeling lost I just hope its not forever
Sometimes I reminisce on memories we shared together
I don't want you in my life, but I hope that you feel better
She still blowin up my phone I try my hardest to forget her
My momma proud but she watching out
She told me boy you gotta live what you preaching bout
Like save your money and invest
Gotta talk about your pain cuz not er body blessed
And stop acting like you fine when you know your life a mess
Just got evicted, had a 5 bedroom house
Neighbours still complaining
Old man said the music so loud
He thought that the earth was shaking
Really feel like bro a star but he the worst at patience
Feeling stuck at the bottom gon make you grind hard
I know love get you killed that's why I got no heart
That's why I move the way I do, I cant let you get too close
Came from not piss now I'm gettin rich off my notes
Just a regular kid with a dolla and a vision
Stuck in city with no hope, I'm reminiscing
Dark clouds, the sun is not the only thing that's missing
No resources all I had was my ambition
Tryna tell you bout the struggles that I overcame
9-5 aint cuttin it these bills got my pockets drained
I was struggling with my purpose having thoughts about the game
I was in my momma basement cuttin coke with that novacaine
Look at all the shit I been thru
Couldn't afford it so I cut before the rent due
Couple people in debt too
They the ones who had my back when my spine broke
I was made for this, nothing gon stop me not even covid wont
Yea and especially not these bitches
Cant think about the future if we cant talk about our issues
They take my kind heart for weakness so I been misused
Suicidal thoughts none of my friends knew
Just a lonely soul with big dreams tryna reach the top
Dope boy, what would you do if you needed guap
It was when I cut you off that made the bleeding stop
They tell me I cant make it and I tell em why not
Feeling stuck at the bottom gon make you grind hard
I know love get you killed that's why I got no heart
That's why I move the way I do, I cant let you get too close
Came from not piss now I'm gettin rich off my notes
Just a regular kid with a dolla and a vision
Stuck in city with no hope, I'm reminiscing
Dark clouds, the sun is not the only thing that's missing
No resources all I had was my ambition
For really though
You got to have a lot of heart
A lot of ambition
You gotta be a little crazy at times
People gon look at you different
Where I'm from
We aint got no resources nor opportunities
Everything in the world right now is developing
But like my nigga always say
It always take one song, one chance