Million dollar conversations while we sittin' at the table
My life been hectic but nowadays it been stable
Makin tougher decisions like who should I cut and keep
Unfollowing old friends nowadays that shit hit so deep
And I got people who don't follow me but everyday they creep
So invested in my life they forgot about theirs
Nowadays I gotta watch how I speak back then nobody would care
Up to this point I've only scratched the surface
When you only gotta couple hunnid dollars
Buying Jordans don't seem worth it
So I kept on working
Not focusing on the outcome, just making sure I'm not outdone
Put my love, and life experience in an album
And let world determine
Whether they fuck with me or not
But it's straight buckets when I drop ion need your opinion
'Cause every L that I took brought me closer to winning
And nowadays I'm so through with these women
'Cause I done had my heart torn into pieces
Like I was none how I was treated
It's sad but its true though
Yeah, I'm proud to be Canadian but fuck that nigga Trudeau
I just need some head when my mood low, fuck the sex
I read ya text but I'm too busy countin' up cash
And makin' plays I'm so ahead they ass
I'm catchin' up to them that mean I'm lappin' y'all
Back then they would laugh, now who laugh at all
Matter fact I'm not gon' laugh at all, I'll keep my joy inside
Behind every hard man it's just a boy inside
Life gon' take its course just enjoy the ride
Death ain't what's been taking my people it's more bout pride
Yea you heard me right
Lover boy, not certified
That dawg in me come out sometimes
Ion mean to do you wrong sincerely jus ain't healed yet
And I believe in God's plan so I don't ever feel regret
And ion ever feel no threat
With knowing God's watching
I can't never say no names I'll get my opps poppin'
Tryna fuck the world up with this one so don't be cock blocking
I let my dick hang and make her suck it up
I ain't gotta say too much lil shorty know what's up
Ion need you all of the time I just need a lil nut
I kick her out if she don't know how to fuck
'Cause I'mma freak I get nasty but that's besides the point
In the city that I'm from they like to hate it gets me mad annoyed
When I was coming up they said its better over here
But I never joined
Set my pride aside and I shed a tear
They was thinking this was all for clout
Told 'em y'all gon' see in a year and now I'm here
And really where is that
'Cause I still feel at the bottom
Even though I surpassed all these rappers and actors
You think I'm hurt that you don't fuck with me
You got it all backwards
Your projecting all your own insecurities
When you come around a year later
And realize what I've done for the city
Ion wanna hear no thank you 'cause it won't be sincerely
Yeah I see through it and I read movements
Never get caught up in what they tellin' me
Some my niggas in them books other niggas goy felonies
Love is just a trap and I fell in deep
Head below water, I'm tryna swim to the surface
If I told you my ambitions you prolly get nervous
And when I tell you I'm not satisfied
It's 'cause I'm really bout that grind
Made myself the boss I am
That lil boy you grow you up with
I will never be that lost again
As long I do not descend
Progress will always be made
And in case you didn't know YSN is more than a name
It's a lot of pain, lotta love, lotta trauma in my story
And y'all wouldn't ever get the picture if it wasn't for Forty
Or Pascal, those my main mans
I done dug myself deep outta debt
And now we making bands
I coulda signed years ago but the struggle makes the man
That's why I'm locked in the studio, not tryna make amends
With anybody who crossed me
And anybody who doubted
I gave my all to my craft
While y'all was talkin' the loudest
I know how far I've come and how far I gotta go
Manifested my success, now I know that I'm made for more