I always had a day dream in my head You'd come back with your tail between your legs Begging me to get back into bed But now I'm looking at you, looking at him He could flick a light switch in your heart We were just a deep dive in the dark I don't know why it still tears me apart Oh looking at you, looking at him And I know I said it's chilled now And I'm over it for good But the truth is I still feel now A little more than I should Every time I look at you, look at him I can feel my heart beat crumbling I'm slowly going numb under my skin Oh looking at you, looking at him My happy ever afters tapping out I'm dying but I can't turn back around And I can see you're all so happy now Oh looking at you, looking at him Oh, oh looking at you, looking at him Oh, oh looking at you, looking at him Oh, oh looking at you, looking at him Oh, oh looking at you I can fake a smile I can pretend Pretty little lies like I'm your friend But honestly I die and die again Oh looking at you, looking at him And I know I said it's chilled now And I'm over it for good But the truth is I still feel now A little more than I should Every time I look at you, look at him I can feel my heart beat crumbling I'm slowly going numb under my skin Oh looking at you, looking at him My happy ever afters tapping out I'm dying but I can't turn back around And I can see you're all so happy now Oh looking at you, looking at him Wish I could say that I was pleased for you You both look so in love Wish I could say that I was Gassed for you buzzing for you not into you Every time I look at you, look at him I can feel my heart beat crumbling I'm slowly going numb under my skin Oh looking at you, looking at him My happy ever afters tapping out I'm dying but I can't turn back around And I can see you're all so happy now Oh looking at you, looking at him Oh, oh looking at you, looking at him Oh, oh looking at you, looking at him Oh, oh looking at you, looking at him Oh, oh looking at you