There are some things I rather keep 'em in
And make it seem like I'm healing
Hiding at the back of my car
Smoke on the tar
Brining like the pickles in a jar
Taste good so far
Oh, when, oh, will I see the day
I'll be okay
Tell myself that but I just be
Lying
When they ask me how I'm doing, I say
I'm fine
Say it like the world is bright
Cover up a lonely night
Another lonely night
What a lonely night
Yeah, I'm alright, it's fine
I'm usually up in the night
And I won't cry this time (you sure?)
I'm kicking out negative vibes
But they keep coming back in and bite me
I think they mistaken my mind for a playground
(Yeah, my mood be swinging around)
I know I do hold in an amount
I know I am holding me accountable
For a minute I'm happy next second I'm down
Maybe I do need help
"So why don't you let it out?"
Wow, you say it so easy
I'm too far gone in my head
All worn out in bed
I'm fine
Say it like the world is bright
Cover up a lonely night
Another lonely night
I'm fine
Spread it with a butter knife
Sugarcoat it brown and white
Eat it like it's right
What a lonely night