I am guilty of being so in love with you
I am no hero nor a saint no not a martyr
I am human
Is that enough to fill
The empty cavity that you so call your heart
A malignant darkness, that I call my love
The spirits, they crawl searching for a vessel
Of preposterous magnitude, Someone who can be, and can't be, the someone that's you
Hold fast
Hold fast
Hold fast upon to me my dear for I know what not to fear
I did this all for you
But not enough to keep you around
Do you see me when you're sleeping
I swore we'd last forever
And you said time will tell
And while you're running around in heaven
You've got me crumbling down in hell
I still smell you on my clothes
I still feel you on my bones
I missed you when you called
I watched you as I'd fall
Hold Fast
Hold fast
Holdfast upon to me my dear for I know what not to fear
I've given you my all
I've given you my everything
I've wasted so many shooting stars on you
Then you were gone
And you took those stars with you
I've wasted so many shooting stars on you
Then you were gone
And you took my heart with you
So take this cognizance
Don't give your heart ever away again
Never again will I make the same mistake
Never again will I let someone in I won't fuck up this again
I let my actions push you away
With every step I took I'd miss all the shots I'd take
Please help me
I'm begging
Save me from the death you bring me
Don't give up don't let it in
Don't give up don't let it in your head
I raise my hands to the empty sky
I feel content I don't want to die
I've wasted so many shooting stars on you
Then you were gone
And you took those stars with you
I've wasted so many shooting stars on you
Then you were gone
And you took my heart with you
Holdfast
Holdfast
A malignant darkness, that I call my love
The spirits, they crawl searching for a vessel
Of preposterous magnitude, Someone who can be, and can't be, the someone that's you