Made deals with God If I suffer then can I have what I want? The hurting never stops, I'm just sick So I don't believe in God Are the cards we're dealt all that bad? Is it valid to feel so helpless? I will never not self loathe for being imperfect ♪ Made deals with God If I suffer then can I have what I want? The hurting never stops, I'm just sick So I don't believe in God