I'm wide awake at the end of the day when the lights go out I'm afraid what my head starts to say when the noise dies down Even fully dressed, I'm a mess, feel my worst at my best You think I'd have it all figured out I don't know how you bear to stay but you do somehow When I go quiet You say that I look good in the silence Thought I was way too deep, but you're diving Right in wherever I go, you go (you go!) And when I'm crying You say that all my tears look like diamonds You're lying through your teeth but be honest Make a promise you'll let me know If my diamonds get too heavy to hold ♪ I lie awake, overthink my mistakes all the things I've said When I pushed you away, asked for space, that's not what I meant Seen me at my worst, in your shirt Tryna sleep off the hurt while you're holding my head to your chest I don't know how you bear to stay but you never left When I go quiet You say that I look good in the silence Thought I was way too deep, but you're diving Right in wherever I go, you go (you go!) And when I'm crying You say that all my tears look like diamonds You're lying through your teeth but be honest Make a promise you'll let me know If my diamonds get too heavy Stay all night Patient with me 'til the tears run dry In the morning after stormy skies Say it hasn't changed your mind And you're always gonna stay all night Patient with me 'til the tears run dry In the morning it'll all be fine 'Cause it hasn't changed your mind When I go quiet You say that I look good in the silence (in the silence) Thought I was way too deep, but you're diving (diving) Right in wherever I go, you go (you go) And when I'm crying (crying) You say that all my tears look like diamonds (like diamonds) You're lying through your teeth but be honest Make a promise you'll let me know If my diamonds get too heavy to hold