Since when did closure taste so sour?
And since when was it supposed to feel like grief?
My mom switched out our laundry detergent
And I've been crying every single day this week
Cuz all the clothes inside my closet smell like you
And your brothers smile was too much too soon
It takes me back inside your house
To crying on your basement couch
While you sit there playing a video game
I'm still grieving your last name
Since when did I go on roller coasters
Used to hate them but now I need a place to scream
I got the remote privileges and everything is on playback
Laughing with her while I'm here
And all the clothes inside my closet smell like you
And your brothers smile was too much too soon
It takes me back inside your house
To crying on your basement couch
While you sit there playing a video game
I'm still grieving your last name
Leave it up to me to drudge up the past
If I'm good at anything I'm good at that
Why can't I just let a moment be a moment?
Have to flesh it out until you just ignore it
And you don't know it but we talk all the time
Craving different meanings from the same damn lies
I don't think you care about how I've been coping
If you saw me in this moment you be disappointed