I have won all my battles But I'm still in this war And when I think that it's over You're always right at my door It chills me to my bones Thinking I'll never understand I guess I'll just keep my head down And ask the questions I've got at the end It kills me you're out there More than I'd like to admit I'm putting pieces together But I don't know where they fit I struggled to find my place And now I see where it is I stand It's just that when I look upward The world around me escapes Haunting behind us Won't let this define us No I won't let it crash all around until I wonder why I listened to strangers They showed me which way to go I'd better keep my composure This lane has too many holes It's easier to forget Live inside of the life we've made And then one day it's just over Something else takes your place Haunting behind us Won't let this define us No I won't let it crash all around until I wonder why Never felt smaller Should I even bother? I will I'll just keep moving on until I say goodbye I want to matter in this world to someone else I am just matter in the universe itself Haunting behind us Won't let this define us No I won't let it crash all around until I wonder why Never felt smaller Should I even bother? I will I'll just keep moving on until I say goodbye