Open eyes, I'm waking up I see the dark engulf Broken soul of ill repair Forbidden warmth alone beside me I see the world cold, love lost and lonely Drowning in the deep I cast my eyes upon the doubt that drags me down I look into the black And see myself relentless I reach out and call for you Yet I can't seem to grasp Or find my youth's innocence Old soul relinquish me I can relate to the loss of love And when you're blinded by hope But you're just fucking giving up You lose control and begin to choke And there's no relief in this slow release and you drown I look into the black And see myself relentless I reach out and call for you Yet I can't seem to grasp Or find my youth's innocence Old soul relinquish me You're looking back and you wanna react But you cannot correlate, watch the fading gray Consume the black and the minutes subtract You start to aspirate You cannot break away Now I'm fading in the black I've sealed my fate Disgraced remorse surrounds me I fall between the echoes of lost time I harbor the pain, the hate, love lost for me