I did a pretty good job to get us here Who wants to be the first to have a swim my dear This conversation has become so fun Please tell me that I'm the only one It's alright it's not the first time Held together for so long with superglue and cheap wine Tried so hard to find a way To not have to feel a fucking thing As I pick my guts back off the ground At least I'm not the one that's six feet down I've tried hope and I've tried hell I've even tried shame All in all it ends up reduced to nothing I've worn a hole in my tongue from biting down I've worn a hole in my tongue trying to be strong