You used to be apart of me everyday I was so blind to assume you'd stay I was afraid of you to leave I just wanna close my eyes and run away You left me alone on the floor of demoniacal land But it takes forever for me to forget about it It had too much "frantic and pain" that I couldn't stand You're so deceiving just like the Motherland Wish I had never left this cave A beautiful television dream you were As if I traded my soul to those Russian dolls Feeling smaller day by day You left me alone on the floor of a demoniacal land But it takes forever for me to forget about it It had too much "frantic and pain" that I couldn't stand You're so deceiving just like the Motherland Oh sweet motherland How did we end up in the same place? With your callous reprimand Takes away my lovely grace Can never understand Trying to comprehend I'm a lonely man Come and find me I need a hand To hold, to hold, to hold, to hold To hold, to hold, to hold I just wanna feel like I'm home