It's 3am and I'm half asleep, in too deep There's a hole in the ceiling and the radiators leaking And in these lucid dreams I can feel my skin peeling I've always told the truth, especially when I've lied to you I've always done what I'm supposed to do I've been having a real hard time living I've been having a tough time breathing on my own I've been having a real hard time living I've been having a tough time finding my way home I went to the doctor, she said I seem fine But I'm feeling more like finite Love hit me early and often, cut lip, blacked eye Her punches never softened I've always told the truth, especially when I've lied to you I've always done what I'm supposed to do I've been having a real hard time living I've been having a tough time breathing on my own I've been having a real hard time living I've been having a tough time finding my way home Can you see between the trees Can you light the way for me I lost the forest in the breeze And it's become all too predictable I've been having a real hard time living I've been having a tough time breathing on my own I've been having a real hard time living I've been having a tough time finding my way