I'm so fed up with learning how to talk And choking on these feelings coming up lost I tell myself to run but my voice just speaks in tongues And now I'm hearing things and feeling nothing at all Save my spine for another place and time Tonight I'll fall behind Until my head's in line I'm tired I'm tired of saying that i'll figure it out I'm so hurt And sick of every word that's coming out of my mouth I'm gonna set my bed on fire I'm gonna tie myself down And somehow I'll survive I'm so fed up with learning how to talk And how to speak my mind without getting it wrong And I want to believe that I can change, that I won't feel this way forever But by the time i'm 87, I still won't have my shit together So i'll just save my spine for another place and time Tonight I'll fall behind Until then I'll be fine I'm tired I'm tired of saying that i'll figure it out I'm so hurt And sick of every word that's coming out of my mouth I'm gonna set my bed on fire I'm gonna tie myself down And somehow I'll survive