I want to fake my own death just to see If anyone would miss me I want to make some new friends and leave my house on weekends Find someone who cares about themselves as much as they care about me I want to take a break from reality Cause it's 4 A.M. and I can't sleep I want to learn how to stop caring so I don't disappoint my parents I want to find a way to forget myself for a little bit Just for a little bit of the time So I can finally feel something inside Inside my head's a mess but everything seems fine It's fine I'll only be stuck in here for a while For a while