I'm so through with thinking the best of me is enough for you I'll fight back but give up in the end Taste so sweet, at least it used to be, but we lost our way I'll brush it off and live with this pain Hope for the end No, I don't want to stay I'll find a way, but right now there's nothing to do to change that now So, I'll destroy myself Fall into another hole again, just like I always do Burning alive in this place I can't wait to see the look on your face when I tell the truth But who knows? I could never see that day I don't want to stay I'll find a way, but right now there's nothing to do to change that now So, I'll destroy myself Always If I could find a way, I wouldn't hesitate to make the change Just change the channel to a better life I'll just watch, and hope for better Just wait it out, and hope for something better I'll hope for something more Just wait for me, but I'm sorry I can't leave