I'm doing it all I'm holding myself I'm taking a walk I'm writing a lot I was seeing someone Now I get enough sleep I'm pulling up weeds And I planted a tree But it feels like my heart shape has changed And I know that things won't be the same I drink enough water I let myself cry Do you think that's alright? I hope that's alright I'm doing too much Like I always do I'm hoping to have better brain days soon The dogs are alright But I miss you sometimes Keep telling myself that it's gonna take time I'm talking it out I'm noticing shapes I'm calling out patterns I'm taking more space I call up my dad I get through the day I'm proud of myself Sometimes it is okay But it feels like my heart shape has changed And I know that things won't be the same I stopped drinking whiskey, and I'm open to love But It isn't enough No It isn't enough