Said I'll be home at 8
But I still out smocking cigarettes and drinking
And I told them that I don't care about
You but you know that's not true, do you?
I guess I'm just in a bad place
I'm doing anything I can to hurt you
But it's not what it seems, it's not what I mean do to
I'm laid out but I'm broken within
Afraid I, I'm not who you think I'am
I fucked it up, let you down
I'm sorry for what I did
I'm a mess, try my best
You don't know what to believe
It's my fault, lost it all
That's the scary part of me
And I don't know me anymore...
I don't know me anymore
I don't know me anymore
I don't know me anymore
And it kills me now but I took it all for granted
For my own self worth, just to ease the hurt that I feeling inside
And I see myself in all the people that I never wanted to become
And I've gone to far and I given scar that I not proud of
I fucked it up, let you down
I'm sorry for what I did
I'm a mess, try my best
You don't know what to believe
It's my fault, lost it all
That's the scary part of me
And I don't know me anymore...
I don't know me anymore
I don't know me anymore
I don't know me anymore
I'm laid out but I'm broken within
Afraid I, I'm not who you think I'am
I fucked it up, let you down
I'm sorry for what I did
I'm a mess, try my best
You don't know what to believe
It's my fault, lost it all
That's the scary part of me
I fucked it up, let you down
I'm sorry for what I did
I'm a mess, try my best
You don't know what to believe
It's my fault, lost it all
That's the scary part of me
And I don't know me anymore...